finally all my utilities are back,well almost.
I believe most of my friends know now that my house was caught with a fire,and it was a bad one.
This house,which I lived in for 20 years,turned into some place we do not recognized over a few hours.
Ash and dust were everywhere and there is hardly any place you can touch without getting your hands dirtied.
Right now,my hands are dirtied again.

On that day,I swore I was still pretty fine.I am very thankful that noone was hurt and the furnitures are still intact.
I am just very thankful.I spent the whole night washing and washing,till my hands hurt.Now they felt very rough,I guess due to too much soaking of detergent.I just hope it will recover.

But on the second day,I totally cant hold anymore.I broke down.
And it was really bad that I cried in the office,which is the very first time I cried infront of pple I called "strangers".(just grace they all la.%#^%#)
I guess not even Yng has seen my tears.

(this idiot mouse..#@$%#$^)

Today is the third day...my parents were extremely worn out and my heart really aches.
If I am tired and sad,they are feeling those hundredth times more.
So I did not cry infront of them and is trying to be as cheerful and helpful as I am be.

But really...I feel so damn jaded.Havent been sleeping well these 2 days and this affects my whole digestive system as well.Constipation-_-"

And what the F is wrong with this starhub thing!!My hp sometimes cant send out the msg nor call...what the FuCk!

Sigh...

Next week is hell time.

I just wish I can survive till Saturday.
Unlike someone else who is doing everything,yet is tired of living.Feel like murdering pple like that!
Shut the F up and geddit on.
Coz I am so thankful that I aint getting the worse,what else do you want,Asshole!

Damn..why am I in such a vulgar mood all of the sudden?!